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Name: Mari
Birthday: 11/4/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: In the magical world of Mari, I like to listen to music, read books(boosts up my vocabulary), talk on AIM, and watch movies
-My favorite book at the moment is Green Angel
-My favorite song currently is Konstantine
-My favorite shows are 24 and BTVS
-My favorite phone number to dial is my bros cell
-My favorite website is the xanga websites
-My favorite movie right now: Moulin Rouge!
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  friendswithphyco
Member Since:
5/17/2004
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| "Do I try too hard to make you smile, to make us smile?"
Okay, here goes.
I've lost some friends, some that meant the world to me once.
I've gained some friends, friends that have always been around, I was
just never able to see their true colors. As if I were colorblind.
I've stayed friends with the ones that can stick through the toughest times and put up with me.
But best of all:
I've found love in the best place, where I always will.
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Goodnight.
-Mari D.-
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| As my summer comes to a close and my mother has been taking me out clothes shopping, I figure, things have got to change for me.
I've tried the whole "I'm through with him" thing, but really, only to my best friends and in my head. I never actually got to have the conversation with him. I would have, too, but then he started being really super sweet, which, kind of made me shoot myself in the foot.
I've made friends this summer that.. I realize now are exactly what I needed. Friends that I don't get in fights with. Friends that don't bring drama. Friends that don't have penises. It helps. It isn't as confusing and these girls genuinely care about me and vice versa. It isn't like a back-stabbing thing. It's nice.
But, now, I need to inadvertently speak my mind through images.
And then.
On a much happier note:
yes yes. It is true. You know it. I know it. We all know it.
Goodbye.
-Mari Deichert-
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| Alright.
Not much has changed.
-I went out with Finch.
-I broke up with Finch.
-School ended.
-Time passed.
-Feelings passed.
-Crushes passed.
-Friendships passed.
And through it all- what I've come to realize..
Is that no matter what?
I'll always.
Always.
Have my best friend.
-Even if she has a boyfriend.
-Even if I can't see her everyday.
-Even if I can't talk to her everyday.
I can always still rely on her.
As I hope she knows she can do for me.
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On a lighter subject.
I'm excited.
I am so unearthly excited.
Alle says relief comes in different forms.
My relief just came in about a thousand forms.
From being named Houston Street Team Captain for Destiny Worldwide Record Label..
Or from hearing from an old and lost friend..
Or just re-meeting an old, lost friend..
I'm at a point in my life where..
If I look back to 4 months ago,
Really look back,
And see how my life was from the outside..
I'd think I'm not even Mari anymore.
But, through and through, I still am.
Just improved.
So, thanks.
Goodnight.
-Mari D.-
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| "You're killing me, Petey! You're killing me!" -Coach Boone (Denzel Washington) in Remember the Titans.
-------------------------------------------------------------- I just thought it was fitting. Goodnight.
-Mari D.- | | |
| Once upon a time, a boy walked into a girl's life. Once upon a time, a boy walked out of a girl's life.
------------------------------------------------- I've been holding up. Holding on. All that jazz.
It hurts. But that's what friends are for right?
To alleviate some of that pain. It's working some, at least. Goodnight.
-Mari D.- | | |
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